Hello me

Ahh sweet solitude. You may not be the best company but what clarity you provide. Isn't it nice to hear your thoughts and your thoughts alone without the intermingling of those around you. It's times like this when you get to preform the ol' sanity check. The ol, wtf am I doing? Am I sure wtf I am doing? It's an important question, especially during tansitory phases in life. And so I test the water... what do you think solitude?

You're doing the right thing and you know it. Don't you feel alive? Haven't you reclaimed some part of yourself which was lost long ago? Isn't that a smile on your face? I'm with you 100%, my only advice is that you don't forget current obligations for the sake of the future. In other words, even I am appauled at your slackerdom at work. Funny that your house is clean yet your inbox is full of red flags. What a switch!

And thats about as much objective self criticism as I'm willing to take in one sitting. The truth is there though, there is really no doubt. They say when taking a test your first answer is probably the correct one. Yet I find myself second guessing and checking my answer over and over, yet even the second guess arrives at the same conclusion. I have confidance in my answer.

Er... Hi, me again, one more thing to say....

I thought I was done with you? Do you even read what I write?

Well... yes but this is important. Once again you are excersizing your bad habit of pointing fingers. If you're the one going through major changes, and suddenly there is drama in your life, perhaps instead of pointing your fingers at external circumstance, I suggest a mirror.

It's true. If a bullfighter goes head on with the bull, is anyone going to feel sorry for him? He's compeltely at fault. The correct action is to step out of the bull's path. Thats something I've needed to learn for a long time. Rather then approach confrontation head on, perhaps it's best to let it slide and realize that prespective in the present can be skewed, and many things are forgotten in very little time. I don't need to defend my position, and I certainly don't need to educate anyone. Tough lesson to learn.